The Week

Lots gone down, and just before the weekend of the fourth too. He doesn't want me. I don't want his best friend. Have friend talk to him tomorrow. Freaking out. Life will go on maybe. Friend and I started a "fashion blog", in the process. Every saturday we'll take a stand and do our thing. Bethel's small. Don't know how people will react, but I could care less. Obsessed with Your Winter by Sister Hazel. Don't know why I just discovered it. Need a boyfriend now, sick of independant swinger. Maybe will just never date. But I want a relationship so I can settle down and not be so wild. Not even that wild, so don't know why I'm rambling. Excited for New York. Cannot wait to get out there and thrift, drink, learn the ways of the city subway, art-like-dimensions, discover something to call mine. Car coming in tomorrow. See you.